I think my system has not yet gotten used to the fact that I'm on vacation with no strings attached.
Since June, when I was informed that the company was closing, I've been looking forward to these worry-free moments.
And now it's just so strange. But it's the not-so-bad-strange type of feeling. Still, I wanna get rid of all the strangeness.
Maybe I was so used to the idea that: even when I'm skipping work or calling in sick and just staying happily at home or drinking in a bar at 2PM, I know there are still tasks to do, phone calls to make, emails to reply to, decisions to be made, all waiting for me when I get back.
Now there's nothing waiting for me. And still the sense of urgency persists.
Unexpected feelings always make me chaotic and twirly.
No comments:
Post a Comment